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Isaiah
Artist | Hobbyist | Film & Animation
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I am Renamon's revenge I produce flash pictures and other variety's of flash stuff if You want a commission feel free to ask

but only if i have time,

Expectations Go to hell

Favorite genre of music: rock
Favorite style of art: flash/Photoshop
Operating System: Windows 7 home
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: shell gasoline
Wallpaper of choice: Asobi Ni Iku Yo!
Skin of choice: anything
Favorite cartoon character: Riven, the exile
Personal Quote: When the devil's much to busy, and life's a bit too much, they call me by name you see...for my special touch!
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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 1, 2013, 1:49 PM


    There are days where people and others came together, but the rest of the year was full of mundane un-celebrated days which all seem to have clashed together into a mush of unrecognizable time, where everything seemed wasted for any UN-substantial reasons, Where I would mindlessly watch a small seedling turn into a tree, or a person into an adult and blossom in-front of my very eyes. The few months I spent with the person of my dreams a great friend, and more then that to me, were the most vivid and pleasurable of my life. Though life is cruel and has taken that person away by it's own choice, for they were not ready for a relationship. I will never regret any of the time I spent with her. I've had some decent days before but none like this, like the months I spent. Where I have not had time to think for myself but instead I caught myself pondering about her and future days and nights I could spend with her no matter what the stance on my life was I was always thinking of her instead, attempting to better her position in life because I saw how happy she was I wished with all my being to retain that happiness in her life.
   
    What did she do yesterday, how was she this morning, My mind was and still is constantly plagued by these thoughts. I was sad in the start, before I met her, having thoughts of what used to be and how the fun of those things overtook my life with friends and family before I had to move on to other things, this caused me depression. But thanks to these ever exciting days my sadness was gone, up until recently. I would have been lying if I said I did not have a good time with her and I miss having them with her so much.  Instead I am worried about how much fun I did have, for now it cannot be replaced by anyone under any circumstance unless someone surpasses the amount of perfection she had as a individual, before the working world went and broke her soul.    
   
    I wonder why I lowered my guard every time she looked at me, she gave me her silly looks, I got angry when I disliked her attitude, and laughed heartily when she was funny, One day she stopped appearing at the place I saw her most, though we met at another location for about a month, she had seemed different, changed, broken, no longer happy, her reply's delayed as if I was annoying her but she once took me more dearly, then I did to her. the lustrous color in her eyes had faded into a dull, bland, mesh of what once was. tired and broken she finally spoke up and placed a final tome of words that still dawn on my soul, was the mere realization that she was no longer as close to me as she once was. Reality hit me and broke me more so then before, these emotions still occur in me over the last few days, unloved, hated, and even broken to a degree leaving a lasting depression. she did not want to hurt me, she tried her hardiest not to but regardless, my soul feels shattered and broken that I no longer have that "sufficient others" love for me. the last thing to ask myself is... whats wrong with me? Why do I still hold on to this individual so dearly though they do not return the favor onto myself, Why do I still love her, Does she love me, only she can answer that, yet only time it's self can reveal this, but how do I Stop hurting and wondering such things? the only thing I can do now is help the one I think of as my soulmate, the perfect one for me. My goal right now is to go to college maybe there I will find someone else or find my way into more issues love is complicated. I truly hope me and her can get back together like we used to be, happy and unbroken but for now the future remains a hazy fog, maybe I will find someone else someone I can truly hold dear to me and love.


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JellyJubJubs Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Student Filmographer
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hoi-me-mus Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
TQ for +Watch :D
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RenamonMega Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Never thought you would come back :/
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
say what?
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RenamonMega Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I said I thought you will never come back since you weren't online for weeks.
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
ahhh no, school, work, being lazy, and creating mods; No time for the artz.
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wilczus2 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for  +fav ! Meow :3  I see you like dark renamon so maybe you would like see blach relemon plushie i've done in future?Please 
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Hey, thanks for the watch my fine furry friend! ^ω^
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
I don't associate with that fandom nor Am I in it, but I will say you're welcome.
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Well shoot. XD
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JellyJubJubs Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Student Filmographer
ptptptpt :P
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Shinymewtfm Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014
Nice art, friend.
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haruau Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2014
thanks for the deviant watch
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Tdbreslawski Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014   Artist
thx for the deviant watch.
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rickyfoxtaliburart Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Enjoy what is in these last hours of this year, and we are in a new chapter in the personal history of each.. Happy Birthday Felix
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
happy new year Ricky and thank you
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Sonicw555 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy birthday and new year
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
thanks.
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chibi95 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy b-day :D
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
thank you
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EllyGirl2809 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch :3 :D
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RenamonsRevenge Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
anytime
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EllyGirl2809 Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
^_^
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JellyJubJubs Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2013  Student Filmographer
u unfortunate soul
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FabianSwag Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
Thank you for the fav!!!
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